By the way, I am Patricia May Cruz. An introvert and for that, loves to be in small groups of people. I am stressed out in public and exhausted in crowd. Despite that, she survived debate and half-loved it. She got her highest grade in English in her course, oral communication and is willing to immerse herself more in learning socially.Smiley

Monday, 16 May 2011

QP Health Service

I am about to go and found out that I have no key for our gate. So, all the fast tracks were senseless because I couldn't get out. Thanks to Tito James, he accommodated the driver. When I saw them at the living room, I was really shocked; I don't know if I should talk to them, because I could not recognize them both due to poor eyesight.


Upon arriving Qatar Petroleum Health Service, I searched for the laboratory, where my mom is. Astigmatism made my head spin so I decided to sit down for a while. I decided to walk again and when I turned my head, the sign said "Male waiting area." I headed straight, as if I didn't commit any mistake. No one let me stand anyway.

My mom introduced me to the blood lady, Tita Loise. She's a nurse there. She got blood from my mom.

We went up to see a dentist, hoping he/she could stick my falling brackets but he/she didn't.


I went out early for nothing.


Due to extreme hunger, my mom and I let the driver to pass by Marrybrown to buy food. I ate on the way home.
numbers
hallway where I lost

doctor for hearing
One of the many receptions

allowed me for eye test but not for ophta
My mom was inside and some kabayans on the other room let me sit on there office. :) Filipino Hospitality.
The hearing test was so cool. Headphones and raising of hands. HAHA! Btw, everyone was asking if  I am a daughter of my mom :)

Thought they are Filipinos but not.
Qp internet section
Waiting for our number

metal keyboard. The "mouse" I find it cool. It is like a hand massager. :P
Violet floor is weird.


Doctor who told my mom to lessen her weight needs to do the same. HAHA. She told me that her daughters were  lazier than me coz none of hers will come along with her at that early.

My mom bought food here for her, me, my sister and the driver. I remember last april 27, 2010. We three were still happy, once again. 

Trust

It’s a deadly thing when someone important does not treat you really well. The insanity of refute and the questions that are more than that of a convicted crime. In those eyes, you’ll never be good enough, you’ll always lack something and you’ll have no idea how to fill that space. 

Sunday, 15 May 2011

Pilot Handwriting

Keyboard

Whenever I play the piano then type on my laptop keyboard afterwards, I notice that my fingers go faster. Maybe it is psychological, but it’s just, nothing. I have no idea with what I’m saying. Ha-ha. Just mind pops before I take a bath.

Accounting

I just feel like putting some background of me on my background. The image is very much related to my daily life starting June, Accounting’s wrath. Ha-ha! I laughed when I noticed that it is more on losses than profits and I wonder how long this company could maintain its going concern basis. Bla bla bla. 

Sam Tsui Singing King Of Anything by Sara Bareilles


He's just so cute and talented.

Saturday, 14 May 2011

Ipod and Calculus


Whenever I play a game that slices jumping fruits, Fruit Ninja and Cherry in particular, I remember one calculus day. Ms. Macapagal caught me and Bianca playing my IPod in the middle of discussion. Attempting to clean our names, we had taken so many notes and paid our full attention for the rest of the discussion. I pressured myself to have higher grade for that topic too. Haha! I shared this experience to a friend and he just laughed at me and told me that at his school, that doesn't matter. The professor wouldn't care. Well, I want that school badly because for me, professor's voices are the greatest lullabies.


Life as We Know It

I just finished watching “Life as We Know It.”  Sophie’s parents died, so the best friends took over. They basically left their personal lives to be parents for her. Sweet.

Friday, 13 May 2011

Melody

I want to play the piano. I guess the melody that it produces is one of the best stress-relievers in the world, second to hug, I think. Ok, I really miss him, and his hug, it wipes away all the pain. So I jumped off from one topic to another, let me go back to playing. I just can’t because everyone is asleep. How I wish I could have a private room to unwind. Being with my family is really stressful.

Friday the 13th

Listening to a person who doesn’t even know how to do the same and just do all the talking, is just really hard to be with. I hate how I can’t freely express myself when I most need it. I hate this fucking day. 

Aleph: publication dates « Paulo Coelho's Blog

Aleph: publication dates « Paulo Coelho's Blog

Tuesday, 10 May 2011

YouTube - Keep Holding On

YouTube - Keep Holding On

YouTube - Bruno Mars ft. Claude Girl I Wait [HD]

YouTube - Bruno Mars ft. Claude Girl I Wait [HD]

Chords vs Notes

The playing of chords as prayer background sounds unpleasant. Inability to move fingers from one key to another, having a letter as a guide, just can’t suit me. That leads me learning Yiruma’s “Maybe” but my mom reacted that it can’t be played for prayer. That’s depressing. HAHA. Anyway, the study continues. Choosing another song will be a total hassle. Good luck for me.

Monday, 9 May 2011

Great!

It's really nice being here.

Print Screen

benta lang.
Kung kelan binlog, dun nawala. Wala na ulit pasensya ko.

Strange


It started yesterday. I am having this “different” feeling towards him. I can’t understand. There’s this sort of an arrow of goodness that stroked me. Yesterday was the first time to have my patience stretched for very long. I was not annoyed, really. I don’t remember having this mood before. Oh well, by the way, I’m kind of thankful for not being pissed but I also consider the immunity of receiving that messages every day with more than 27 repetitions. I really hate “DONT’S” messages, treating me like a kid having no learning experiences in the past, but I managed to handle it for the last 48 hours. Wherever this virtue came from, please grant this forever. I hope I had deposited enough principal to make interest enough for such Perpetuity.

Sunday, 8 May 2011

Personality Test

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

  1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
  2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
  3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
  4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
  5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

This man is a sporty type. He has a strong heart and easily comes to terms with the truth. He likes sport and physical challenges, and quickly gets bored with routine. As for women, he gets bored if they are too formal and proper. You need to be enthusiastic and ready to be spontaneous as the occasion requires it. He enjoys activities such as bush walking or rock climbing, so to keep the relationship running smoothly you should give them a go.


Your relationship is moving forward. Just don't trip over.

You and him would be typical young lovers. It would not be all sweet and romantic if you got together, sometimes you would argue or get confused, but those elements would only make your relationship more exciting. At the moment you are probably assuming that he likes you, but sometimes you might not be so sure. Don't worry, you can be sure that he also feels the same way. When both of you sense special feeling towards each other, your relationship is certainly growing. What you should do is try to express your feelings a little more and learn more about him.

You are a well-mannered person who does not wish to invade other people's private lives. You are able to decide what topics are appropriate to talk about with people and what's not. You are confident in your ability to not offend.


You are interested in the opposite sex. Though you have already got a guy you like, you still date with other guys. Is that right?


You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.



How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?
You tend to adopt traditional roles of a fine woman. You listen to what your husband tell you attentively and enjoy being guided and led by him.


A map and a compass are a sign of seriousness. However, you often forget the time and place for your appointment with friends which bores them right? So, don't mix up your schedule and recheck it in order to follow the schedule correctly.



How will you choose your Mr Right?
You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.
Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.
When will you get married?
As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.
What sort of wife will you be?
You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.
Will you and your husband have a good time together?
You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.
What will your children be like?
Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.
How loyal are you?
You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

You are more concerned with yourself rather than with others. Superficially, you are a quiet and imaginative person. As you choose to sit at the back, you can converse with your friends although you do not talk a lot.

You are patient and will take good care of your husband and children. Mind you, do not marry a gambler or your life will be totally miserable.

You are a big fan of Urban Legends. You like reading rumors in magazines and tabloids. You are determined to succeed in your study and career.

You are considerate so they will only get your smile as a reply.



The Mass Communicator

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.



Saturday, 7 May 2011

Napapagod na ko mag Thank You. :)

Birthday Eve

My parents bought me amazing clothes and a new designed rubber shoes. They just told me to fix myself and we’ll go elsewhere. I didn’t really expect that they’ll spend on me for some things. They did, anyway. I guess today is the most cash-outflow day for them. They had bought me stuffs without minding the prices. I do not really know how to thank them because I am not used to vocal expression of feelings with them. So help me God.

Happy 18th Birthday to me :>

Friday, 6 May 2011

Eat and Run

Last night, my family and I attended an event at The Cambridge School Doha, my sister’s school. The occasion was called Food Festival where in variety of foods from different countries will be presented in each of their booths. The entrance fee was 20 riyals. My sister has already paid when someone offered her a free one. We went straight to the Filipino section but all we have reached was Pancit. It was delicious. My sister bought ice candy for 2 riyals at the adjacent stall. We then searched for drinks, and then went on the British stand for cakes and pancakes. My sister and I was about to go the water closet when the name of her Filipino classmate was called to perform on stage. We went back, actually my sister ran back, to where our parents were. After Jana’s performance of Miley Cirus’ Party in the USA, we decided to go home. Walking to the exit, we encountered Sister Gemma and pointed Iya, daughter of Brother Noel Manalese. She plays the keyboard. Cheska and I went to her at the field. We had exchanged hi’s and hello’s and immediately separated. Sister Gemma called me just to whisper “Hindi na kayo close ni Iya ano? Magkaiba na kayo?” Was she talking about the height? Of course not, she was saying that it has been a long time since Iya and I was not able to be with each other. I reflected and found out that Iya and I were not really close even before. I could only remember one time that we were together and that is when we attended a British Church’s fellowship. That’s all. We had only talked to each other for one day. She was so quiet and so was I. Back to the Food Fest, we were about to go out to where we entered when a Kabayan told us that “Entrance po yan, dun po sa gate na tuk, tuk, tuk, maingay ung exit.” Haha! He was really funny. He even made those sound effects in directing us where the exit is. We went home. My parents attended the bible study. I practiced keyboard and attended the eating. 

Philippine Booth:
Food Festival at the Cambridge School: Philippine Flag on Twitpic

Handsome Teacher giving a slice of chocolate cake:
Handsome Teacher giving a slice of chocolate cake on Twitpic


Mother's Day

Today I messed up with the keyboard at Church. Probably because it is the first time that I did not take a seat. It could also be the mood, before leaving the house for Church, my mother was saying a lot. It is actually more than a lot. I would not describe it anymore because it is really a lot.

Mother's day treat:
Mother's day treat sa Church. on Twitpic

Me and my sister at the Church:
church on Twitpic

Upon returning to our house, for not more than 5 minutes, my mom started to talk a lot again. She had been seeing what I did not do versus to what I’ve done. Give me more than 24 hours each day, I promise to finish everything. She’s more than accounting, you have given all your efforts and still you fail.




CCHS

I could not believe that there is such a disorder that exists. They forget to breathe especially when asleep. God, heal them please.

Learned this from Nina Corpuz . Click here for more information about CCHS.


Thursday, 5 May 2011

Digital Privacy


Haha
is this really possible? #TwitPict on Twitpic
Is this really possible? To Access the web without starting Windows 7?

Brunch

thank you Pastor Alex for sponsoring my brunch :> #TwitPict on Twitpic
Thank you Pastor Alex for sponsoring my brunch. :> How did you know I do not have food ? Haha.

Slow

Sa lahat ng nagmamadali, ako daw pinakamabagal.

Maldita

Nung bata ako, ang tawag sa akin, matapang, maldita at makulit. Hindi ko naisip na isang araw na may magsasabi sa aking mabait ako. Nung dumating ung araw na yun, pinanindigan ko na pagiging mabait ko. Kaso hindi pala talaga kaya, gustuhin mo man, pag masama ka, masama ka.

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

Frankness

I’m sorry. I want you to know that I could only be straightforward to people most important to me. You’re one. I wouldn’t tell you a single lie.

Sandstorm

Hindi ko na alam kung sandstorm ba talaga o hindi. Na-immune na kasi ako sa hagod ng alikabok dito. Nagsampay ako, kahit medjo mahangin.

Choice

I hate it when he let me choose between something and him. He knows I’ll choose him no matter what, but he does not understand what I’ll feel. I can’t say he does not care, but he’ll rather ignore.

Droid Charge

Amazing.

Schedule

Kung anong saya ko sa schedule ko last sem, kabaliktaran ng ngayon. :(

Schedule ba to ng estudyante? Para saken pambampira to. Kahit pa sabihin nating mas buhay talaga ako sa gabi, hindi pa rin tama lalo na kung ikokosidera ang mga krimen sa paligid ng unibersidad. Ayoko talaga nito, sana pwede magpapalit.



Beverly Hills

This night, I decided to go with my father at Beverly Hills to check on some work. When we arrived there, we stopped to ask two of our x-Church mates. I recognized one of them but I forgot her name. All I know is that she is an active worker. For not long, I finally recognized the other; she used to attend every Friday in the fellowship in our x-church. They were amazed that I am here again; they even asked me if I am here. (Picture ko lang to, jk.) They have a beautiful dog named, Snowi, i guess it was named after snow because it is white. That’s it, I was not able to take a picture of it, ask its gender, nor its breed. I asked but they did not hear me. (Pahinhin effect pa kasi.)

Oh! Back to what we asked: If they know where Bro. Glenn is. They told us that he is strolling around so we decided to go to the supermarket to wait for him there.

At the supermarket, I've told myself that my diet will resume tomorrow. I bought two Cadbury chocolates and cold water.

My diet will start tomorrow. on Twitpic
Supermarket on Twitpic




Paulo Coelho's New Book


I first loved him because we have the same initials, PC. I continued loving him because of his novels. I am so excited for the release of his new book.




Riyal-less


My sister and I were not able to purchase a music book because we did not have any money on our pockets. We planned to walk to our house and get some money and buy but we weren’t allowed to. My dad told us to buy “later.” I really do not know when “later” will be it could be really later or tomorrow, or the next day or next year just like what happened with my portable hard drive, 3 years of waiting. 
I need a MIDI file of "King of Anything." 

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

The Greatest Story Ever Told





Lyrics | Oliver James - Greatest Story Ever Told lyrics

I hate the video. I love the music.

Kring!


Someone keeps on ringing the phone. It pisses me off.

Words


I do not need your words and promises, I need your actions. You always come with plans and when we get there, nothing. Do not let me permanently think that your words will always remain words and will forever be words. 

Mozaic


Mozaic has no HBO channel. Er :( 

TFC times two

Dalawa TFC namin, doble bayad. :|

You


I did not know you were that insecure, until I’ve seen that act last night. I have thought of you as simply pretty and calm and I adore your slender body. I could not understand the way you look at me and the way you treat me. Understanding bisaya doesn’t come along with what one looks. You don’t have to shout at someone asking, if I could recognize the language.  

Ugly Duckling



I feel ugly when I'm with you. I can feel the thirst of your eyes to see someone beautiful, someone who has a flawless radiant skin, someone who is a head turner. I envy that sparkling eyes as soon as it is satisfied. When it goes back to mine, it is always blank, it has nothing to say, not happy, and not sad. I couldn’t really understand how you could love me and like another. I just can’t unite the two but I don’t want to search for it on any other else.



I care


No one has ever appreciated me like you do. I'm glad we became friends. Thank you for wasting your time on me, almost everyday. I honestly, miss you and I care about you. 

This hurts :P

Photo from: http://amiraain.tumblr.com/post/5158051579


Tumblr

Pinapasaya talaga ako ng tumblr ngayon. Haha.


Out

Pag nagpapaalam sa akin magulang ko na aalis sila, di naman ako nagtatanong kung saan sila pupunta, sino kasama nila at kung anong oras sila uuwi. Sana ganun din sila. 
Smiley

I saw this at tumblr. At first, I thought I was punched down until the ground eats me up. I felt guilt, but not until I saw my tagalog posts. yeebah!


Photo From:
http://kimpoyfeliciano.com/post/5160566194/kuya-bakit-ang-dami-mo-po-nagiging-kaibigan

Small


I laugh when people tell negative things about me. At least I am not one of those persons who lift their heads so high and be blinded, not anymore aware of their imperfections. Being reminded keeps my head down and draw big spaces to fill up with improvements.

Monday, 2 May 2011

Language

Learning English and Filipino at the same time made me master none.

TFC

"Dahil kung feeling mo maganda ka, magpa bangs ka!." (Vice Ganda, 2011)

Kalabhavan (2nd Day)

The teacher found out that I know how to play but he also learned that I am weak at reading notes.

The basics, the pictures will speak for themselves.

Diary for April

Back Part of Diary

Diary's First Page

Diary's Front Part

Diary for May

Music Book Back Part

Music Book Page 1

Music Book Front Cover

1st Music Notes

2nd Music Notes
The Music Instructor Wrote the Last Parts

About Me


ABC about you
by Patricia Cruz on Monday, May 2, 2011 at 11:27pm

A - AVAILABLE: no.

B - BIRTHDAY: May 8, 1993
 
C- CRUSH: Patrick Gonzales

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Milk :P

 E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Patrick Gonzales

F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: Follow Me by Uncle Kracker

H - HOME: Doha, Qatar

I - IN LOVE WITH:  Patrick Gonzales

J - JERK: No

K - KILLED SOMEONE: Not yet, malapit na.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Airplane to Qatar. 10 hours.

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Banana and Chocolate

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: Isa

O - ONE WISH: CPA.

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Mama.

R- REASON TO SMILE: Loved.

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Marry Your Daughter

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6 am

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: yellow, go USTE!

V - VEGETABLE: kangkong

 W - WORST HABIT: net.

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: none.

Y - YOYOS ARE: deadly weapon.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Taurus.




RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU


Your favorite number/s: 27

What color do you wear most: black

 What are you listening to: Tv.

Are you happy with your life right now: Yes.

What is your favorite class in school: Accounting.

Who is/are your best friend/s: Bros.

Are you outgoing: pag nasa mood: no.

Favorite pair of shoes: Doll.

Can you dance: PE.

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: Don't want to try.

Can you whistle: no.

Cross your eyes:  yes.

Walk with your toes curled: yes.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN...


Do you believe in life in other planets: yes. (just watched "I Am Number Four")

Do you believe in miracles: yes.

Do you believe in magic: yes.

Love at first sight: yes.

Do you believe in hell: yes

Do you know how to swim: iyes.

Do you like roller coasters: Yes!!

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: ...whut like worms???? no. never.

Have you ever been on a plane: yes.

Have you ever asked someone out: yes.

Have you ever been to the ocean: yes.

Have you ever painted your nails? yes.


THE WHAT'


What is the temperature outside?: 27.

What radio station do you listen to: none.

What was the last thing you bought: chocolate.

What was the last thing on TV you watched: Showtime.


THE WHO'S


Who was the last person you IM'd: patrick gonzales

Who was the last person you took a picture of: cheska

Who was the last person you said I love you to: patrick gonzales


CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out: yes.

Ever cried yourself to sleep: yes.

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: yes

Ever cried over the opposite sex: yes

Do you cry when you get an injury: yes.
 
Do certain songs make you cry: yes.


HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person? yes.


LOOK AT ME


What is your current hair color: black


CURRENTLY WEARING


What shirt are you wearing: hello kitty gray shirt

Pants: leggings.

Shoes: slippers

Necklaces: none

IN A Guy

Favorite eye color:  midnight blue

Short or long hair:  short.

Height: taller than me :P

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: no

Mooned someone: no

Thought about suicide: yes.

Laughed so hard you cried: no

Cried in school: yes

Thrown up in a store: no

Wanted to be a model: no

Seen a dead body: yes

Been on drugs: no


THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi

McDonald's or Burger King: mcdo
 
Single or Group Dates: group dates

Chocolate or Vanilla:  chocolate

Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries

Meat or Veggies: meat

TV or Movie: Movie.

Guitar or Drums: GUITAR
 
Adidas or Nike: or

Sunday, 1 May 2011

Answer

This is a good answer to people who keeps on asking me what I like on a guy.

Comfortable





I don't know how I've seen this, I don't know why. I just can't turn around and say good bye. Haha!

This picture had a huge impact on me. It is full of love, not the sensual one, but the raw feeling itself. It is like, they are in their most comfortable place, ever and they do not want to be not with each other anymore, forever.

Their smiles, on their sleep seem to have their dreams connected. They’re linked with something only they could feel. Their rest together, is a rest indeed. 



First vs Second Love

"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second." -Johnny Depp

Chito

Paos. :( 

Home Alone

Day 1
  • chores
      • many to mention.

Asap Rocks

Boses ba talaga ni Mutya un? Haha, pacute sa dance floor.

Go chabita! :)

Back at One

It is nice going back to the day when my feelings for you started to grow.

Saturday, 30 April 2011

Breakfast

Alone, in front of computer, with TV on.

I am waiting for MMK, April 30, 2011 epidsode replay on TFC.

Trust



"Trust is like an eraser...It gets smaller and smaller after every mistake."

I remember Parokya ni Edgar's song entitled Chocolate, with this statement.






This video made me laugh. I found out that the students who made this Music Video came from LETRAN.


I started to crave for chocolates when he put that Toblerone on his mouth.

Semi Stranger

People who do not know me so well, are proud of me. Try knowing me more and everything will turn around. Thank you for those who remain nice to me in spite of my negativisms. 

Trailer of Thor

I'm currently watching Thor's trailer. I hate the unfinished buffering, although I  waited for sometime before playing it again.


Woke Up, Miserable

I am really having a really BAD time. @^*&%^%#&)#&@(#%%^#%(#*

Yahoo mail and Ipod notes

Ngayon ko lang nalaman na sa tuwing nag sysync ako ng ipod, napupunta ung notes galing IPod to Yahoo Mail. Naman. 

Koala

I just love how she/he hugs and never let go. :)

Friday, 29 April 2011

My Life Yesterday

Instead of going to Al Emadi Hospital for the cleaning of the wound of my father and also for my check-up, we went to City Center to eat, after fetching my mom from her office.

We ate at the food court, second floor. We ordered food from Beijing and Pizza Hut. I took orange juice and a slice of Hawaiian Pizza. After that delicious lunch, we went to Fun Land to play Air Hockey. My sister and I had three games, 2 riyals for the card, 5 riyals per game, expenses was taken care of my father, so I was happy. Haha. I won the first round. The second round was a tie because of my parent's dirty game, forcing the round thing to enter the hole on my side. It's like they are putting a big coin on a big piggy bank. Haha. The third, Cheska won, because of my mom and dad. Haha.

We searched for a Water Closet, passing by "In No Mind." I saw Badz, Gem Feliciano's younger brother and my clubmate in dance troupe when I was in third year at Philippine International School Qatar. He was with his mom, 2 sisters and Najma. It was stupid of me asking if the girl, his' sister's carrying is Najm. Najm was dead, and the young girl is Najma. Good thing is that, Najma's mom is kind and instead of holding grudges, she chose a next topic about my batchmates who are here in Qatar. We had chitchats, Mrs. Feliciano and my mom also did. After the conversations, we went again to find a Water Closet and succeeded.

My dad bought a new pair of shoes, my mom windowed shopping for clothes. My sister and I sat down near the grocery store and went home.

Perfect Home

Ako lang talaga hindi perfect dito sa bahay na to. Pag tama, sa kanila. Pag mali sa akin. Ang saya dito. Sobra.

My Life Today

It is Friday, our church day here in Qatar. I was glad that I was able to play 2 songs, “Above All” and “Give Thanks.” I played it in the easiest way; they also have easy chords, on the keyboard.

Opening Prayer by Pastor Alex
Preaching by Pastor Alex
Tithes and Offerings by Pastor Earnest
Testimonials by Sister Ruth
^A brother from Qatar Petroleum Mesaieed testified about his truck driving and how he, and his 8 colleagues passed the police test.
Closing Prayer by Pastor Alex

After the church, Sister Aida asked me a favor to make her a new email address then my Mom was pressuring me to search for the CNN live broadcast of Will and Kate's Wedding in London. I'm so glad I found it. No more "TRICIA's" heard echoing in the hall. 

I ate peacefully. After? the freakin WiFi was playing hard to get. I feel like crying because my IPod couldn't connect. It did, after centuries. 

Brought two of our brethren at Lulu.

House. 



Abnormal Crush

I was having a crush on a girl not until a close friend/block mate, told me that my crush and I, looks like each other or have some sort of resemblance. From that on, I started hating my x crush, because I don’t like my face. Haha.

I Am Number Four

Me and my sister just finished watching this movie on her laptop. It was great. Action, love, responsibility are its topics. I didn't regret putting on my two hours in it. I was surprised when I saw Dianna Agron. I didn't expect her to be there. She was so good looking and talented. She is a photographer in the film and I was just dreaming of becoming one too. Not full time, I want it as a hobby.


Alex Pettyfer/John Smith, I am starting to admire him. :)
 I ended just the way I expected. I wasn't left hanging, opposite of my sister who keeps on asking "Ate, tapos na?" Haha! 

I fell in love with "I Am Number Four", the moment I saw its trailer in the cinema. I am glad that I was able to find a source, without edits. Thank you, "you" :)

Thursday, 28 April 2011

Understand Me Not

It's hard when one of the most important persons in your life, does not understand you. You are banned with a lot of things which he's not. That explains why he can't put my shoe on his.

Present + Past

Patrick Meneses
- just heard it in TV Patrol. I forgot who he was. :p

One Time Big Time

I love how my dad laughs out loud because of the contestants of ONE TIME BIG TIME. He enjoys watching the challenges and even let it finish before leaving to fetch my younger sister. Haha!

Wednesday, 27 April 2011

Kalabhavan (1st Day)

Starting today, I am having a formal music class at kalabhavan. This will be every Wednesdays and Mondays 4-5pm. I wasn't able to ask the teacher's name and he didn't dare introducing himself anyway.

We started with finger exercises, which I find okay, since I've been playing the keyboard with cheats and simple chords already. The only hard part for me is playing C and E together, followed by D and F, E and G and together with the left hand with the opposite notes. 

The bell rang, and I was like, what? An hour with music is the shortest, ever

Healing

Last Sunday, up to Tuesday, nature didn't call me. It brought me pain on my lower right back, headache, nausea, and loss of appetite. I ignored it for a day, wishing that it'll be gone soon. But the pain grew stronger, and that's when I told my parents about it. I felt even weaker when my dad threw a lot of sermons to me because for him I eat a few, but honestly, that amount fills my stomach up. I just wasn't able to release my toxic wastes.

We went out, and I noticed that it was really hard to walk. My mom called one of our Sisters in the Church, Sister Ruth, who has a medical background. We asked her what medicine to take for me to let it out. Dulcolax was her answer.

From Family Food Center, where I passed my CV on to a Filipino, who will pass it to Mr. Radish, we went to Lulu for my sister's Vodafone problems. I was at my worst feeling therefore I'm not fully aware of my actions, I can't understand other people's accent and I forget a lot of things. At a pharmacy in Lulu, we bought the medicine and the lady in white instructed me to drink two tablets and the effect will be in 4 hours.

Because of the extreme pain of my lower right back running through my stomach, I slept as we reached our house. Four hours passed, and still nothing came out. We dialed Sister Ruth's number again and told her that the medicine did not effect. She told my mom that maybe I have infection and with that I should be checked up at Al Emadi. Afraid of blood and Feel like vomiting with the scent, I hate going to hospitals. I went to our Comfort Room again and forced myself to release the bad solids on my body. Finally, it did.

Thank You for your prayers. (Pastor and wife with the brethren and Pat)

Thank you GOD for the healing.

Now, my lower right back still hurts. But my mom said that this will be soon gone because I was able to unload my stuff. 

Monday, 25 April 2011